I've been there, and it wasn't until I COMPLETELY cut myself off from the friends, lifestyle, clubs, etc. that all this came to an end. Scriptures tell us that "Bad company, corrupt good character". I asked God one day to take the desires completely away from my heart, and as Faithful as He is... one day, they were gone!! I saw a similar thing happen to a close friend of mine who was a cocaine addict, she asked God to take the desires from her after being addicted for over 9 years morning to evening, day in, day out and then over night (8 years clean now ) the desires were gone!! Many say only a clinic can do that, well... I say, OUR GOD IS ABLE!!! She and I have been prayer partners for years now and we celebrate every July 27th her anniversary date. God is good, trust Him. Tell Him your true desires, although He knows them... I found out He loves to hear your voice, not only your thoughts. He changed my life completely and I have to admit, at first I was only half willing cause I didn't want to lose my friends. You'll quickly learn who your true friends are when you make a lifetime commitment and change to Honor God. Although they all turned their backs on me, God never did or never has and guess what; He blessed me with more than enough friends, brothers and sister all in Christ. Nothing would make the devil more happier than to see you struggling and standing by to watch you backslide, so grab your "FULL ARMOUR" and hold on to God's hand, your going to overcome this with God's love, you'll see. I've been lesbian free now for over 10 years and have no desires in turning back!
I've been there, and it wasn't until I COMPLETELY cut myself off from the friends, lifestyle, clubs, etc. that all this came to an end. Scriptures tell us that "Bad company, corrupt good character". I asked God one day to take the desires completely away from my heart, and as Faithful as He is... one day, they were gone!! I saw a similar thing happen to a close friend of mine who was a cocaine addict, she asked God to take the desires from her after being addicted for over 9 years morning to evening, day in, day out and then over night (8 years clean now ) the desires were gone!! Many say only a clinic can do that, well... I say, OUR GOD IS ABLE!!! She and I have been prayer partners for years now and we celebrate every July 27th her anniversary date. God is good, trust Him. Tell Him your true desires, although He knows them... I found out He loves to hear your voice, not only your thoughts. He changed my life completely and I have to admit, at first I was only half willing cause I didn't want to lose my friends. You'll quickly learn who your true friends are when you make a lifetime commitment and change to Honor God. Although they all turned their backs on me, God never did or never has and guess what; He blessed me with more than enough friends, brothers and sister all in Christ. Nothing would make the devil more happier than to see you struggling and standing by to watch you backslide, so grab your "FULL ARMOUR" and hold on to God's hand, your going to overcome this with God's love, you'll see. I've been lesbian free now for over 10 years and have no desires in turning back!